Photo of a hand picking an apple
Poetics

Ashes to Apples

Before we are ash, we are ember:
amber blocks of carbon
glowing in the fading light; the
glory of a campfire at the end of
the evening, marshmallows toasted
and stories shared; red
like the sun when it’s setting.

Before we are ember, we are fire:
blazing tongues hungry for sap;
roaring, dancing, rising—casting
shadows and sending up smoke signals
to leave our mark; beautiful
and dangerous, and where we burn
strongest, we burn blue.

Before we are fire, we are flame:
climbing over kindling on four limbs,
then two; sure until the wind
knocks us down; gentle hands
build us up again, hold us close
like tapers at a vigil where voices
sing of birth and death.

Before we are flame, we are spark:
the miracle of something out of
nothing, rocks colliding
in the wilderness; the flash
from a sparkler grasped
in a child’s hand, twirling, tracing
shapes on a summer evening.

Before we are spark we are—
what are we? A dream of our mother,
a twinkle in our father’s eye?
Or this: an invisible apple plucked
from an invisible tree, chosen
by the God of roots, trunk, and
branches, the apple of God’s eye.

The Rev. Heidi Thorsen (she, her) is an Episcopal priest serving at Trinity on the Green in the heart of downtown New Haven, CT. She is a graduate of Union Theological Seminary. www.ichtheology.com

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